Lucy's Turn

Lucy started school today. She couldn't wait. It can be hard when you're number 4, and everyone starts school without you.

On my way to Coffee Talk, I started thinking about what a difference a year makes.

Last year, Lucy was in the 2-year-old class and was rather insulted that she couldn't stay in the 4-year-old class with Rose. She wore diapers and brought a sippy cup to school.
This year, Lucy is on the "big kid" hallway. Everyone is potty trained, and she brings a fancy water bottle to school.


Last year I dropped the girls off at preschool and returned to an empty car. I had four hours to myself each day.
This year I dropped Lucy off at preschool, and then Isaac joined me for coffee with friends. My hands are not empty. They are juggling a baby, his bulky seat, a stroller, a diaper bag.

A year ago I felt lost. I didn't even know how to grocery shop alone without a buddy in the shopping cart "helping" me. But I got used to it.

Last year I started daydreaming about working again...what I would do...where I would teach.
This year I have started over again with Isaac, and I can't fathom where we'll be in five or six years when he starts Kindergarten.

How can last year seem like yesterday and like a lifetime ago all at the same time? This year we're here...we're balanced, full, happy, and right where we're supposed to be.